For the past year, all of my writing has been privately journaled and generally not shared. I don't fully know why this is? I think I got caught up in this false illusion that in order to write a blog, one must have a giant following.
This is crap because I think it's been so important to me to have a blog in the past. My thoughts need to be written down and shared in some way, shape, or form.
A lot has happened between my last post and now, but I feel the need to return to my "roots". I love blogging && I need a place to bare my emo side because I can't do this by way of facebook status. Too many people and too many interpretations. It's becoming a public sphere.
I guess what I'm saying is- sometimes I just need to post sad song lyrics without my friend's friend's mom thinking that I'm a depressed 13 year old. understand?
"I don't know what I think until I see myself write"
- Annie Dillard. she was on to something.
-abs. very much still in process.
